I Think I Am Going Crazy! How Can I Create My Own Success?

I am twenty one years old. I am a bartender in downtown Miami at the Blue Martini. I can’t help my mind from spinning because all I can think about is how will I create a better future for myself? I feel so alone in the world and can’t seem to find anyone who relates to the way I feel about success. I am trying to figure out what I want to do with my life to create the future I want, but nothing seems to come to me. I meet so many successful and wealthy people, then there are the people who do what they love and are just extremely happy. Why is it every time I try to do something it just doesn’t make me happy? Don’t get me wrong, I make pretty good money being a bartender, but if that’s the case, why am I not fulfilled? Why don’t I wake up everyday with a smile on my face happy to go to work and excited about the day and what it will have to bring. Why does my mind run the way it does? I have so much passion I feel I could put towards something, yet I can’t seem to figure out what it is and I’m searching. I feel like I have been searching for too many years. I am a good person with a great heart and the best intentions, but I can’t make anything work. It has come to the point where I have no social life what so ever and all I do is sit around and stress about what there is to do with my future. I can come up with tons of ideas and never implement them. I need a little input from the public. Is there anyone else out there like me? Or someone who can help? Let’s talk!